Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

you know, i was happy before, and now i'm just fucking pissed because i tryed to post and fucking livejournal just lost the whole thing. stupid fucking messed up piece up crap. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.alright. out of my system. now i shall retype to the best of my memory.School is a bitch. Some classes are good, some classes are bad, some classes are worse, some classes i walk around with a book balanced precariously on my head and try to retain my dignity, some classes are frustrating because people can be so STUPID and IGNORANT, and some classes make me proud to be a woman, closeted as i may be. and i miss chris terribly. her not being there totally threw me off, like someone yanked the rag out from under me and now i'm urprisedly blinking at the floor because suddenly it's a lot closer and everything kind of hurts. and everything seems so different now, and i really just wish she were here this year to make everything okay, and makes my fears and upsets seem silly, and to make m laugh, and to bring us all closer and teach us everything important and help us know who we are. and that's melodramatic and all, but i really do wish she were back. anyway. guess what? college is even more of a bitch than high school. because next week i have my first interogation of hell and anxiety from the mother fucker who's coming down to the city so early. can't they wait till, like, november, when atleast we'll have a fair idea of what's going on? the interview notes will read 'dazed and confused,' and it will all be for naught. ah, well. i suppose i'll survive, if a little worse for wear.i really want to post my awesome cool camp pics here, even if half of them were ruined by the rain (ah, the joy of being at the top of a mountain with thunder and lightning and metal rods on your backs...). but it'll be such a task, i'm puttig it off for just now. Who knows, maybe I’ll even go get some homework done now…so much reading to be done…argh